disclosure

There comes a time in every man's life
when he's got to handle sh*t up on his own.
Can't depend on friends to help him in a squeeze
please, they got problems of they're own.

I don't know why I'm writing this.  I need to write this.  I need a release.  I need to get away.  Sh*t's starting to spiral out of control and I can't get a grip on it. 

I'm tired.  I'm tired of having to be strong for everyone.  Tired of feeling I have to solve everyone's problems.  I don't even know where to start on my own issues.

I've lost my center.  I don't know how I got here, but here I am.  Expectation and responsibility keep closing in on me.  Old dreams taunt me.

I just want to hold my wife and kids and not worry about what's going to happen to them.  I wish I was a better man.  A better husband.  A better father.

Whomever comes across this note, thanks for reading.